Lately I have been struggling with my relationship with God. It's just been feeling a little off lately. And it's really been bugging me because I don't know why. I feel like it has been really good lately and now it is just mediocre. I haven't even felt like praying-which is something that I hate! I equate praying for my family as vital and important as breathing!
So today I skeptically started journaling, to see if I could come to some kind of conclusion to my "spiritual blahs." What I eventually came up with is that I have lost focus. I think this is something a lot of people feel in the summer time-when church activities are on a "break." The bible itself just seems so overwhelming to me! I really like to do bible studies-they seem a little less intimidating. Anyways....
When I lose focus, I feel overwhelmed, when I feel overwhelmed I don't even know where to start, so I do nothing. Doing nothing makes me feel frustrated-when I am frustrated I busy myself with well, being busy-doing tasks that really are not important-instead of doing things that are important-and that my friends is where I am right now! Phew!
So I guess I am asking for advice, anyone???